In Term 1, Year 11 Advanced English began their senior studies with the module ‘Reading to Write’, exploring what makes a successful writer while developing their own voice as emerging writers. The following piece, written by Wynne Gutierrez, was inspired by a monologue titled ‘Nan’s Story’ written by Deb Mailman and is an example of a non-fiction monologue exploring the notion of home. 

Mrs Skinner | Advanced English teacher

I’m Home

The performing area is filled with street vendors and the smell of the smothering smoke from the jeepneys and tricycles (traditional Filipino modes of transport), adds to the crowded manner of the road side market. 

The breeze of the humid air touching my Morena skin, the smell of the unique range of street food, the sound of the chattering babble of the Filipinos, the sightseeing jungle of public transport going past the vivid hues of tropical fruits sold by street vendors. Wow, I am really back. The Philippines. My home. As I stepped into the palengke (Filipino market), the smell of the fresh meat and fish layered on the tables gave me a nostalgic feel. (the actor showcases a wide smile pairing with a sigh)

I didn’t even mind the smell like I know most people would. All I could think of were the times that my dad used to take me with him, carrying me on his shoulders while picking out fresh fruits and vegetables. Back in Australia, my family and I didn’t exactly feel left out, but we didn’t fit in either. In every Aussie restaurant, the most popular dish consisted of meat tanned with hints of charcoal and drippings of oil. And maybe a beer or two. But here in my home, everyone is united with rice! Rice is paired with everything. Breakfast? Fried rice with egg and hotdog. Lunch? Rice with Beef Adobo (braised beef) or Sinigang (sour broth). Snack? Sticky rice with crumbly toppings of brown sugar and coconut. Dinner? Rice with Kare-Kare (peanut stew). My favourite. 

Before we moved, I remember my Lola used to always fill up my ‘Hello Kitty’ lunchbox with homemade dishes. It used to always take over the whole kitchen til it made its way to my room, waking me up just in time for school. I miss my Lola. I hope she’s doing great. (The actor looks up above the stage, clouds illuminating through the stage’s screen.) I'll always include her recipes in my cooking, as if I’m reliving that treasured memory over and over again. 

I know that I already had a lot to say about my country. But I haven’t mentioned the part that is forever prolonged within oneself. The part where nostalgia abruptly hits a replay button, showing a film full of my vivid and bittersweet memories as a child. It allowed me to reminisce about the journeys, hardships and lessons that helped shape me as a person. (“Ang Huling El Bimbo” by Eraserheads starts playing in the background.) 

Well, enough to say that I am someone who takes pride in my culture, someone that is confident to say that I am a proud Filipino. (the actor places their right hand on their heart, representing a common Filipino’s gesture.) 

By Wynne Gutierrez